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Rust From My Heart
13:56
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Chambers in which it holds
The beauty of rost
Lips like scissors
Without any words
Eyes cannot see
what's upon
Soaring my skin
My wound gallery
She'll never know it
I keep her blind
From the rusting
In my heart
It's devoured
By rats
Plates of bones
Fistfulls of snow
She'll never know
How to talk
Because it's the now
Not the past
Let's make a promise
To burn the sky
Let's make storms ring
Let's die tonight
I make an offering
To whatever you ask
Give you my skin
Every single part
Look at the pupils
Of a swan
Faced with fears
When it's night
Blades and mirrors
Seem to ask
For milk to spoil
For you to hide
Dissapear next morning
To get lost
From here you was
There's no one but you
Who hears my cries
Voices turn mute
Still you hear my whispers
Just don't look
Cover your eyes
Any myth of meaning
Will spill blood
Sliced even when dreaming
Beds covered with wine
Decorated with vomit
Conveying how much she wants
This rattle to finish
Coming from inside
Always observing
Faith to ignite
How she want's me
In her life
Cleans the rust
From my heart
Sorrowful beauty
Take another glass
Our notebooks are empty
For expression to last
As long as it wants
Any part
Slowly piling up
Aching but inspiring
Debris and metaphor
At the same time
When you sleep
You cannot hide
Shadows can't be seen
There is no light
Cannot hear them sing
Cannot hear them talk
Angels holding flowers
With their wounded hands
Violent figures pitty
Such fragile hearts
The purple is disturbing
From traces she left behind
I see the stamps of her feet
I know the shape of her paws
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Early in the morning
Hands gripped my back
Stood me up and slowly
Gaunted the neck
Who never had belongings
Flowing through it's veins
They killed a souless body
Put it in a bag
Thew it through the ceiling
Until it almost touched heaven
For many years it's falling
Trying to get back
Sunlings is unfriendly
To where it sat
Fueled with redemption
Trying to repent
Haunted with tension
Done to itself
Rotting in depression
There it went
Stuck in this life
Without any thaughts
Pressured against the sky
Nothing was ever mine
Never seen or heard of
Still above you all
Naked I am hanging
From the rainging clouds
Drops are gifted with falling
From where I am not
Dirty rain is pouring
From my pain soaked holes
Every drop is cutting
Through the floor
Where it touches earth
Soil won't grow any crops
Never seen or heard of
Still above you all
They tortured me slowly
Cut open my back
Gaunted my body
With used blades
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Liar
You can't break me
You're a fucking mistake
I'll be the remedy
Through Painful acts
A toxic touch
Aching words
I'll give back
Everything you stole
And bring it back
From where it came
How do only the usual
Get all They Want
Without Permission
Of anyone
I see this art
Of masking kind
A masked Liar
Like you are decassified
With fire
Now I get revenge
Make them ache
Summon Pain
Forever to last
All the rage
kept within
is corroding
Hatred's syndrom amplifying
Phenomenon of love is dying
Insects ate her wings
Now I am revenging
They will be repenting
But I beg the Lord for them to be
Forever aching
And make it
Neverending
Everlasting
For what they did
Make them do what I will
Deprive their lives of any meaning
Bring back her wings
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4. |
Cursed From Birth
16:45
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QUIET
FADE
WORRY
YOU MADE
TALKING
SWEAR
PROMISED TO STAY
FOREVER HERE
IS IT TRUE?
HOW FAR DO I HAVE TO GO TO GET THROUGH?
RUN AWAY WITH MY GHOST STILL FEELING YOU?
TAKE IT AWAY FROM ME
SLOWLY ENTER MY ROOM
CRAWL FROM UNDERNEATH THE BED
INJECT ME WITH WOUNDS
CRACK MY KNEES AND BACK
WITH KNIVES AND THESE PENS
CURSE THEM WITH BETRAYAL
UNDER A BLOODPAINTED BLANKET
YES I AM CURSED FROM BIRTH
WITH A DEFORMITY
IN MY BRAIN AND HEART
LIVES AN UGLY FIEND
A SELF HARMING CHILD
WITH A COMPLEX FOR BEAUTY
YES I AM CURSED FROM BIRTH
AND WILL FOREVER BE
CONSTANT TERROR
CHOKING FIERCELY
WITH THOSE FIE HANDS
IT BREAKS A NECK
SUMMONS SELF HATERED
JUDGEMENT
PANIC
WORRY
AND A SHAKING BODY
OWERWHELMED WITH STRESS
IT BREEDS THE SULFUR OF ANXIETY
MAKES ME SLOWLY
GO INSANE
FEAR LIES
BEHIND MY EYES
MY OWN FLESH
FEELS NOTHING BUT PAIN
LIMBS ARE COLD AND NUMB
THEY JUST WANT TO DIE
MY DESPAIR NEVER LEFT
IT IS PURELY MINE
ATTACHED TO NOTHING AND NO ONE
BECAUSE ALL I TRY
ENDS IN A DISASTER
FAILURES FOREVER
EVEN DEVILS OF HATE
SEARCH FOR FRIENDS
SOMEONE WHO CARES FOR THEM
AND I KNOW THEM VERY WELL
NOBODY AROUND
STILL VOICES ECHO
AND THESE SOUNDS
COMENG FROM NOWHERE BUT HELL
WHISPERS TELL YOU TO HIDE
BUT YOU DON'T WANT TO LISTEN
TO WHAT IS AROUND
THIS NOTHINGNESS
HAS A SOUND
THEY'RE CUTTING DEEP
THESE HELLISH AND HAUNTING SCREAMS
AND THEY ARE STANDING
BEHIND EVERY CORNED AND EDGE
WAITHING IN SHAPES
AND PATTERNS FROM HELL
I CAN STILL HEAR THEM SCREAM
IN WORDS I CAN'T UNDERSTAND
THEY SUMMON ANXIETY
AND MAKE ME GO INSANE
THE BEINGS SPEAK IN CROWDS
SCREAM WITH A SHARP TOUNGE
WHICH SPLINTERS STAY IN ME
FOREVERLONG
YOU CAN NOT FIGHT THIS FIEND
IT IS TOO STRONG
JUST WAIT FOR WHAT IS COMING
EVERYTHING YOU DO WILL BE WRONG
IT IS DONE
HERE THEY COME
YES I AM CURSED FROM BIRTH
WITH A DEFORMITY
IN MY BRAIN AND HEART
LIVES AN UGLY FIEND
A SELF HARMING CHILD
WITH A COMPLEX FOR BEAUTY
YES I AM CURSED FROM BIRTH
AND WILL FOREVER BE
CONSTANT TERROR
CHOKING
FIERCELY
WITH THOSE FIE HANDS
IT BREAKS A NECK
SUMMONS SELF HATERED
JUDGEMENT
PANIC
WORRY
AND A SHAKING BODY OWERWHELMED WITH STRESS
FEAR LIES BEHIND MY EYES
MY OWN FLESH
FEELS NOTHING BUT PAIN
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5. |
Human Waste
06:16
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Everyone Pays
For Everything
They have broken
it opens
At the end
It all comes back
Splinters will slice into flesh
And they'll continue cutting
Shaking Limbs will return
Cold hands learn choking.
You will clean the ruins
Of all you have broken
When the pages turn
You will be still waiting
Going back to what was done
Grim memories still hanging
Loathe from none and nothing
Always better than.
Until splinter are cutting
Deeper into flesh
In the aftermath
You'll repent
Repay deconstruction
Return back
Clear scorned ruins
With glass rains
Cutting
Coming back
Cutting
No end.
Deep, bottomless scars
Razor wire incised
Stab all of betrayal
With disgust
Returning hallowed virus
Of wrong advise
Hyene's temples
Deserts of foul envy
Without deliverance
You'll scorch in pride
In cosequences
In all aftermath
You'll be mutilated under starless skies
It wll slice your flesh
Ugly revenge
Of ruins
With glass
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Permanent home for myself
Loneliness in great waves
Without any war
Shading away
into my cell
Built myself a jail
Wanting to be restrained
From Elsewhere
Cannot fixate or contain
Any partnership
Placed in my cold embrace
Only enduring romance
Sworn to allergies
Mad are all these lovers
With love like paperweight
Nude disgraceful whoredom
Without any passion
Beg for my cuts to open
Confused by kindness
Gasoline meets candles
Yet I shiver
Perfect emptiness
Walking weightless
Bleeding painless
Nothing to express
That would last my whole life
Ignorant outside
Across crosses exploited
Dead zone producing poison
Return to this place
Every Morning
Before dawn
Quarantined
Martyrdom
Placed in Flames
From myself
No mouth
No legs
No hands
Dead veins
Triumphed
With departure
Won elections
Opened gates
Leading always here
Same place
For years
Reduce me
We are unworthy
Too easy to kill
We are unreal
Nailed here
Kept unseen
Spoiled milk
Broken angels
Jesus can't help
Urinate on his grave
"Permanent home for myself
Loneliness in great waves
Without any war
Shading away
into my cell
Built myself a jail
Wanting to be restrained
From Elsewhere
Cannot fixate or contain
Any partnership
Placed in my cold embrace"
Laugh out to the god
No one ever witnessed
Put him to death
Fallen disciples
Shall burn heaven
May thy smoke smell
Everywhere
Clean is my air
In contamination
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