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Under Whips Of Melancholy

by MELANKOLIUM (EX-COILWOUND)

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1.
Ribcage 08:20
This cage of ribs Holds my heart And feelings This cage Of bones Inside my corpse Is a place of frost Where everything's lost Pushing blood through rusted veins With a beating heart that's insane Leaving open wounds bleeding Cut open and weeping A Flowing river of red And my used razorblade This cage of ribs Holds my heart And feelings This cage Of bones Inside my corpse Is a place of frost Where everything's lost Where everything rots Where everything's cold I need a heart to transplant Something I do not have I need a heart In my chest Somewhat In my ribcage This heart Aches I'm deprived of any meaning There is nothing in me left There is nothing inside beating Nothing in my ribcage I'm deprived of any feelings Never have I felt Stop speaking About something I cannot have I cannot have I cannot care My ribcage is blank Empty, vacant and clear
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Weeping For the leaves that fall Grieving For broken vowes exposed You old fortund teller Held a heart of grief Trembling of fear What would you know about me Whispering lies Throung the night wind And just before dawn My rose wilted a leaf Vibrant colors Held broken promise Emerging petals As an offering That summer night Was hot, hellish I sat in the dark Invisible, Unseen The hallway mirrors They can see Afraid to stand up My eyes can't blink I stare at the moon Like a fool He's glowing As The wind blew My rose kept growing I wrote this poem With red letters To resemble Her petals But without any ink It's written from my wrist Continuing Pealing From tempests wither voices silently Scratiching off my back Pealing of my skin Forests below Sheeted with fire rising The dreadful anthem of the wind I keep myself low There's no heaven I can reach I cherish the fire I worship the beast Fierce with desire A rush kicking in Wild voices are howling Little birds are singng Hidden in the braches Burning with the trees Spread the flames to heaven So it knows how I feel Set eden ablaze God is surrendering Hear how the chaos hurled Let us pray and worship Gabriel Spread your wings Sings your songs Blow your trumpets Michael Poison me Makes us dread Make us see Hold your hand Down to me Angel's feathers Are raining Forver Together Never Ending Forever and never In the boundless sea You old fortune teller Scrying through wilt rose petals Fool of a fortune teller Scrying through Wilt rose petals
3.
A transparent virtue has to fall Wouldn't care if you all were dying Without trust to anyone Pretending they didn't derserve Caring Never an interest to guard Nothing is there to mind if you're crying Nowhere your self abuse to hide Never in any control or charge in custody Nothing makes it concern without regard I couldn't forget what pricks to our love did Nowhere to place the shit I don't want The kind of things that you would call Mighty Never without scars All over my Body Nothing could bring back my heart Sadly Nowhere my soil will grow crops my sky is rotting Im scared of shadows So Im hiding My angel lost its joy My angel is dying Placed in emptiness Caged in sadness Never Nothing Nowhere Intense skin paleness Shadow movement Never Nothing Nowhere my scars my scars open For air to breathe Let the wolves howl Let the birds sing For me Let my blood flow Make my skin glow I am nowhere I am nothing A transparent virtue has to fall Wouldn't care if you all were dying Without trust to anyone Pretending they didn't derserve Caring Never an interest to guard Nothing is there to mind if you're crying Nowhere your self abuse to hide Never in any control or charge in custody Nothing makes it concern without regard I couldn't forget what pricks to our love did Nowhere to place the shit I don't want The kind of things that you would call Mighty Never without scars All over my Body Nothing could bring back my heart Sadly
4.
This connection Was lost We had frozen Our blood Displaced In wrath None of my relationhips Last For the next For the one That will stay Purely mine Only a slight glimpse Of the sun Leaves the mind Wanting More Maybe day Is about To come But the night Devours all Every pattern That we had drawn Every morning Every light This connection Was lost We had frozen Our blood Displaced In wrath None of my relationhips Last We cannot live through our thoughts All of them, the passions, all delights I will return, so it won't hurt that much I dug beneath what you thought you want Every shade has faded Every day turned night You lowered the effect When we held hands But just physical affection Is hard to combine With what once was Purely mine This connection Was lost We had frozen Our blood Displaced In wrath None of my relationhips Last For the next For the one That will stay Purely mine Only a slight glimpse Of the sun Leaves the mind Wanting More Maybe day Is about To come But the night Devours all Every pattern We had drawn Every morning Every light
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Something purely mine Now it is gone After the thunder Try to quiet the storm Something I cherished Has perished And I try to restore Mine Something Purely Mine
6.
I saw You change And bloom Transform from what once was You I watched you change Transform From caterpillar To moth And the remains Were not heavy enough To make them stay Where they belonged Nobody will miss What it was Nobody will miss Us Lovely you changed Very much improved But I miss the old I don't like the new You just impersonate That isn't you Is it wrong if I say You're just trying to get through? Trying to follow your dreams To embrace your youth But the way we parted Is still making wounds There in your garden There in that room We promised kindness We were beautiful But I watched you change And bloom Transform from what once was mine What once was you There in your garden There in that room We promised kindness We were beautiful

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released October 7, 2019

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