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Ribcage
08:20
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This cage of ribs
Holds my heart
And feelings
This cage
Of bones
Inside my corpse
Is a place of frost
Where everything's lost
Pushing blood through rusted veins
With a beating heart that's insane
Leaving open wounds bleeding
Cut open and weeping
A Flowing river of red
And my used razorblade
This cage of ribs
Holds my heart
And feelings
This cage
Of bones
Inside my corpse
Is a place of frost
Where everything's lost
Where everything rots
Where everything's cold
I need a heart to transplant
Something I do not have
I need a heart
In my chest
Somewhat
In my ribcage
This heart
Aches
I'm deprived of any meaning
There is nothing in me left
There is nothing inside beating
Nothing in my ribcage
I'm deprived of any feelings
Never have I felt
Stop speaking
About something
I cannot have
I cannot have
I cannot care
My ribcage is blank
Empty, vacant and clear
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2. |
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Weeping
For the leaves that fall
Grieving
For broken vowes exposed
You old fortund teller
Held a heart of grief
Trembling of fear
What would you know about me
Whispering lies
Throung the night wind
And just before dawn
My rose wilted a leaf
Vibrant colors
Held broken promise
Emerging petals
As an offering
That summer night
Was hot, hellish
I sat in the dark
Invisible, Unseen
The hallway mirrors
They can see
Afraid to stand up
My eyes can't blink
I stare at the moon
Like a fool
He's glowing
As The wind blew
My rose kept growing
I wrote this poem
With red letters
To resemble
Her petals
But without any ink
It's written from my wrist
Continuing
Pealing
From tempests wither voices silently
Scratiching off my back
Pealing of my skin
Forests below
Sheeted with fire rising
The dreadful anthem of the wind
I keep myself low
There's no heaven I can reach
I cherish the fire
I worship the beast
Fierce with desire
A rush kicking in
Wild voices are howling
Little birds are singng
Hidden in the braches
Burning with the trees
Spread the flames to heaven
So it knows how I feel
Set eden ablaze
God is surrendering
Hear how the chaos hurled
Let us pray and worship
Gabriel
Spread your wings
Sings your songs
Blow your trumpets
Michael
Poison me
Makes us dread
Make us see
Hold your hand
Down to me
Angel's feathers
Are raining
Forver
Together
Never
Ending
Forever and never
In the boundless sea
You old fortune teller
Scrying through wilt rose petals
Fool
of a fortune teller
Scrying through
Wilt rose petals
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3. |
Never, Nothing, Nowhere
12:55
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A transparent virtue has to fall
Wouldn't care if you all
were dying
Without trust to anyone
Pretending they didn't derserve
Caring
Never an interest to guard
Nothing is there to mind
if you're crying
Nowhere your self abuse to hide
Never in any control or charge
in custody
Nothing makes it concern without regard
I couldn't forget what pricks to our
love did
Nowhere to place the shit I don't want
The kind of things that you would call
Mighty
Never without scars
All over my
Body
Nothing could bring back my heart
Sadly
Nowhere my soil will grow crops
my sky is rotting
Im scared of shadows
So Im hiding
My angel lost its joy
My angel is dying
Placed in emptiness
Caged in sadness
Never
Nothing
Nowhere
Intense skin paleness
Shadow movement
Never
Nothing
Nowhere
my scars
my scars open
For air to breathe
Let the wolves howl
Let the birds sing
For me
Let my blood flow
Make my skin glow
I am nowhere
I am nothing
A transparent virtue has to fall
Wouldn't care if you all
were dying
Without trust to anyone
Pretending they didn't derserve
Caring
Never an interest to guard
Nothing is there to mind
if you're crying
Nowhere your self abuse to hide
Never in any control or charge
in custody
Nothing makes it concern without regard
I couldn't forget what pricks to our
love did
Nowhere to place the shit I don't want
The kind of things that you would call
Mighty
Never without scars
All over my
Body
Nothing could bring back my heart
Sadly
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4. |
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This connection
Was lost
We had frozen
Our blood
Displaced
In wrath
None of my relationhips
Last
For the next
For the one
That will stay
Purely mine
Only a slight glimpse
Of the sun
Leaves the mind
Wanting More
Maybe day
Is about
To come
But the night
Devours all
Every pattern
That we had drawn
Every morning
Every light
This connection
Was lost
We had frozen
Our blood
Displaced
In wrath
None of my relationhips
Last
We cannot live through our thoughts
All of them, the passions, all delights
I will return, so it won't hurt that much
I dug beneath what you thought you want
Every shade has faded
Every day turned night
You lowered the effect
When we held hands
But just physical affection
Is hard to combine
With what once was
Purely mine
This connection
Was lost
We had frozen
Our blood
Displaced
In wrath
None of my relationhips
Last
For the next
For the one
That will stay
Purely mine
Only a slight glimpse
Of the sun
Leaves the mind
Wanting More
Maybe day
Is about
To come
But the night
Devours all
Every pattern
We had drawn
Every morning
Every light
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5. |
Withdrawal Process
10:25
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Something purely mine
Now it is gone
After the thunder
Try to quiet the storm
Something I cherished
Has perished
And I try to restore
Mine
Something
Purely
Mine
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6. |
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I saw You change
And bloom
Transform from what once was
You
I watched you change
Transform
From caterpillar
To moth
And the remains
Were not heavy enough
To make them stay
Where they belonged
Nobody will miss
What it was
Nobody will miss
Us
Lovely you changed
Very much improved
But I miss the old
I don't like the new
You just impersonate
That isn't you
Is it wrong if I say
You're just trying to get through?
Trying to follow your dreams
To embrace your youth
But the way we parted
Is still making wounds
There in your garden
There in that room
We promised kindness
We were beautiful
But I watched you change
And bloom
Transform from what once was mine
What once was you
There in your garden
There in that room
We promised kindness
We were beautiful
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