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lyrics

QUIET
FADE
WORRY
YOU MADE
TALKING
SWEAR
PROMISED TO STAY
FOREVER HERE
IS IT TRUE?
HOW FAR DO I HAVE TO GO TO GET THROUGH?
RUN AWAY WITH MY GHOST STILL FEELING YOU?
TAKE IT AWAY FROM ME
SLOWLY ENTER MY ROOM
CRAWL FROM UNDERNEATH THE BED
INJECT ME WITH WOUNDS
CRACK MY KNEES AND BACK
WITH KNIVES AND THESE PENS
CURSE THEM WITH BETRAYAL
UNDER A BLOODPAINTED BLANKET
YES I AM CURSED FROM BIRTH
WITH A DEFORMITY
IN MY BRAIN AND HEART
LIVES AN UGLY FIEND
A SELF HARMING CHILD
WITH A COMPLEX FOR BEAUTY
YES I AM CURSED FROM BIRTH
AND WILL FOREVER BE
CONSTANT TERROR
CHOKING FIERCELY
WITH THOSE FIE HANDS
IT BREAKS A NECK
SUMMONS SELF HATERED
JUDGEMENT
PANIC
WORRY
AND A SHAKING BODY
OWERWHELMED WITH STRESS
IT BREEDS THE SULFUR OF ANXIETY
MAKES ME SLOWLY
GO INSANE
FEAR LIES
BEHIND MY EYES
MY OWN FLESH
FEELS NOTHING BUT PAIN
LIMBS ARE COLD AND NUMB
THEY JUST WANT TO DIE
MY DESPAIR NEVER LEFT
IT IS PURELY MINE
ATTACHED TO NOTHING AND NO ONE
BECAUSE ALL I TRY
ENDS IN A DISASTER
FAILURES FOREVER
EVEN DEVILS OF HATE
SEARCH FOR FRIENDS
SOMEONE WHO CARES FOR THEM
AND I KNOW THEM VERY WELL
NOBODY AROUND
STILL VOICES ECHO
AND THESE SOUNDS
COMENG FROM NOWHERE BUT HELL
WHISPERS TELL YOU TO HIDE
BUT YOU DON'T WANT TO LISTEN
TO WHAT IS AROUND
THIS NOTHINGNESS
HAS A SOUND
THEY'RE CUTTING DEEP
THESE HELLISH AND HAUNTING SCREAMS
AND THEY ARE STANDING
BEHIND EVERY CORNED AND EDGE
WAITHING IN SHAPES
AND PATTERNS FROM HELL
I CAN STILL HEAR THEM SCREAM
IN WORDS I CAN'T UNDERSTAND
THEY SUMMON ANXIETY
AND MAKE ME GO INSANE
THE BEINGS SPEAK IN CROWDS
SCREAM WITH A SHARP TOUNGE
WHICH SPLINTERS STAY IN ME
FOREVERLONG
YOU CAN NOT FIGHT THIS FIEND
IT IS TOO STRONG
JUST WAIT FOR WHAT IS COMING
EVERYTHING YOU DO WILL BE WRONG
IT IS DONE
HERE THEY COME

YES I AM CURSED FROM BIRTH
WITH A DEFORMITY
IN MY BRAIN AND HEART
LIVES AN UGLY FIEND
A SELF HARMING CHILD
WITH A COMPLEX FOR BEAUTY
YES I AM CURSED FROM BIRTH
AND WILL FOREVER BE
CONSTANT TERROR
CHOKING
FIERCELY
WITH THOSE FIE HANDS
IT BREAKS A NECK
SUMMONS SELF HATERED
JUDGEMENT
PANIC
WORRY
AND A SHAKING BODY OWERWHELMED WITH STRESS
FEAR LIES BEHIND MY EYES
MY OWN FLESH
FEELS NOTHING BUT PAIN

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from Gaunting With Used Blades, released November 27, 2019

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MELANKOLIUM Hiroshima, Japan

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